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Poetry by me... Hi, I'm Charl (they/them) - nonbinary trans nerd. D&D. Fantasy. Games. Social commentary. Art. Food. Poetry. Feminism. Witchcraft. Atheism. More art. Occasionally inflicting you with piano or even worse my singing. Giving heed to the conspiracy that all cutlery is secretly listening to us planning on taking over the world... or something.
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
Monday, January 16, 2017
The Man who Knows
Be careful of the man who knows,
the one who's walked the single path,
the man who says, "this way,"
when life has taken them there,
like a dog strung along by the smell of meat.
When privilege has made him ignorant.
Convenience and wealth has led him;
down the path where the grass is dead.
He says, "see, I know."
He discounts you easily and quickly.
He doesn't ask why.
He doesn't know.
He will tell you he is smarter than you.
And finally having convinced himself,
convinced of his own superiority,
his entitlement to your body and charity,
he would rather have you die,
than finding ways of surviving.
After all...
...if the poor want to survive,
they would be rich.
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Thursday, January 12, 2017
Still Nothing...
Uninspired.
Spending time with my feet on the ground.
Hoping to grow roots.
Maybe draw something from the earth.
Nope.
Still nothing.
Making coffee.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2017
Omen Sky
The moon sits so menacingly in the sky,
looking flat across the world,
like a god getting a good look,
at what he's about to stomp on.
Its like a bad omen.
It's cold after a sweltering day,
but this wind doesn't bring relief,
Master Moon has nothing but cruelty to whisper.
A snap in the air that pulls your chest tight,
leaving you breathless,
hiding indoors,
from the cruel sun's even meaner consort.
The usual dog barks are missing.
The trucks on the highway are gone.
Even the Summer came to my window,
wrapping his long fingers around the sill,
begging me to tell what's going on.
but I don't know.
He's cuddled up by my dogs from the cold.
Perhaps the sun will tell him tomorrow.
I asked whether he'd tell me tomorrow night,
but he's out cold.
At least my coffee is warm,
and I smirk at the moon,
he who can't come into my house.
My gates are warded from his ilk.
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Friday, January 06, 2017
Fat Belly
my fat arms have held the dying
and the grieving
my fat lips have kissed pain away
and spoken worlds into being
my fat hips are the shelves of glory
on which champions have sat
where they called me godess
and worshipped at my bedside
my fat fingers can play piano
better than you can speak your own name
and have stitched up wounds
better than you have caused
my fat feet have marched for equality
and have kicked in Nazi teeth
my fat belly has laughed more
than you have hated
my fat belly is your shame
my fat belly is your undoing
my fat belly is everything you are not
my fat belly is god
and you?
fuckboy?
what have you done with your miserable life?
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Buying Happiness
"Money can't buy happiness"
says cishet person
says rich person
says white person
says man.
Oh, but you, you can.
Oh, but you, you can.
I'll send you my banking details,
fill my coffers.
Since you have so little use of money.
Shut your mouth or share your honey.
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Monday, January 02, 2017
Three Conversations
2010.
I met him for the first time at dinner,
with our regular group of sinners.
He was the partner of a friend's brother.
I knew this when we were introduced,
so I'm not sure what got me all seduced,
...but I was hungry and,
he was beautiful.
So beautiful in-fact,
that,
in front of everyone,
I asked, "Are you single?"
I never quite felt so alone:
he smiled at me,
with that put-upon face that could peel bone.
2015.
I met him for the first time at a funeral.
His partner died of hiv.
Three sinners alone in a church, we,
one dead, two alive,
surrounded by a hateful hive.
We spoke to each other,
so that he didn't have to deal with the family.
When the time came,
the father ashamed,
stood up in front of the church,
and blamed us for the deceased’s death.
I smiled at the man digging into my arm,
with his fingernails.
with his fingernails.
and asked, "Are you single?"
You could hear hearts fail.
You could hear hearts fail.
We left the service early,
and got McDonalds.
2016.
I met him for the first time at a party,
he was getting divorced.
His partner, he said, had lied to him,
pretending to be a man or a woman,
or something like that:
he spat out a transphobic slur,
with my vision beginning to blur:
"That's terrible..." I gasped,
"Is she single?"
That riled up the little shit,
That riled up the little shit,
his punch caught me in the forehead.
Utterly worth it.
Utterly worth it.
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Labels:
friends,
LGBTQIA,
transgender identity,
transphobia
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