Blood

Written on 2H03 4th October 2008

I love it, it’s simple
Not much more to say
I crave it, it’s staple
In that carnal way
And I want it to flow
My skin I must carve
to get it, I know that
Without it I starve

You judge me, I see you
You cowering there
You fear it, the blood goo
My veins opened bare
You run from me anguishing
Run from my pain
And I sit in such lavishing
In the blood rain

I helps me, it guides me
It takes all the blame
It takes all the sorrow
It takes all the pain
It purifies me and
it lifts up my heart
It sanctifies me and
It tears me apart

This I make of my skin
What men should not know
All this menstrual blood sin
Where men should not go
And through it I birth life
A life within me
And the holy blood knife
I plunge into me

You judge me, I see you
You cowering there
You fear it, the blood goo
My veins opened bare
I love it, it’s simple
Not much more to say
I crave it, it’s staple
In that carnal way

-o0o-

Mr Blade

Hello Mr Blade
It’s been some time
Since I last came to visit
Taken you out of your pouch
And run you over the surface of my skin

Can’t help it
I promised myself
But it makes the pain go far away
I promised I wouldn’t do this anymore
But it feels so good and your kiss is so seducing

Have some tea
The red, sweet and ferrous tea
Drink the chaos away, draw it out
Make me feel connected again, in touch
Break the hands that hold me back, on the other side

When they come
Like hands reaching
Through the madness
Through the infinite pains
Holding me far from everything

There’s no help
And the chaos sweeps in
Shatters the pleasant little tea cups and saucers
And I have to rebuild from scratch again without the help of the civilized
And I have to cut, to make the pain go far away again, abandoned by all the powerful

-o0o-