Showing posts with label religion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label religion. Show all posts

Sunday, August 23, 2020

From a tired atheist...

Look, child, I am not shopping, so stop selling.

No, I don't want a taste of your god.

Yes, I have met god. I've met a few men's gods.

And I've been somewhat, unimpressed.

Men tack gods onto their back pockets,

like collector cards "Look, mine's best! Mine's best!"

But the best gods I've ever met

were the quiet ones who sat on kind tongues

behind contemplative eyes, in compassionate ears,

not interested in saving me, or fixing me,

or damning me, or wanting me dead.

The best gods are teachers, not tyrants.

The best gods are roads, not graves.

You want a god, that's a fine place to be.

If that gives your life meaning and direction, 

that is a good thing and I won't have you any different.

But your god wants to stick his cock in my business;

then I have a problem with both you and your god.

And we know from history the surest way to end gods,

is to end their cultists.


-o0o-

Sunday, September 24, 2017

Rapture

I caught a flight
on a planet named Nibiru.
I have to be at tea 
with the witches of the sky.
If Jesus wants me, 
he can wait.
Tell him, if you see him,
I was only passing by.

The world ended,
again, again, again,
waking up smiling,
with the daughters of the sea.
If Jesus had a plan,
he had years to step up.
If Jesus had a message,
he could have given it to me.

-o0o-

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Ambassadors

well, well...
I guess I shouldn't be surprised
the angel and the devil
fully realized, standing at my door
both penitent, level, head-to-head
pontificating of duty
to the absentee father
one of repentance
the other of rebellion
threatening terrible calamity
but you both are
…pathetically vulgar
insisting that I in my (let's face it) glorious style
should pick a side
while you had danced your war
across the bones of my kith
scattered our bodies with stones
prayed to your respective gods
while we prayed for mercy
but answer came there none
and when I stood there, one
alone with no more to bury
why is it that I should happen,
to stumble upon that great weapon?
such a thing I swore I would never use
and here you are standing hand-in-hand
buttering me up oh so grand
save the people, save the land
while you aim my crosshairs at each other
with your trigger fingers twitching
figuring you’d be stitching 
history’s tapestry together
you, Penelope?
waiting for your long lost lover to return
and oh, those promises you make
the threats you hedge
layered on like frosting all too much
on a sickly cake wedge
rich and thick
you offer gold
but you offer dick
you offer power
but you offer peace

no
you have nothing I want
make your promises
blubber your threats
we three know the truth
that you are as empty
as the seat your father left behind
and your war the same
for you and your kind
two pretty kings each with one eye
all-seeing for the blind
but you have not bothered to see the coming storm

-o0o-

Friday, October 09, 2015

Abelief

no gods or devils here, ma'am
no spells or powers, sir
just this
small-town reality's kiss
spilled blood and coffee
pain and tears
both
crystal on my eyes
no justice but what we make
no meaning but what we take
no purpose but that we break
we made this world in our image
cruel and hateful
like the gods we dreamt up
I cannot tell you what I believe
because I don't believe in anything
but I can tell you what I don't believe
and much of it comes from there
that place
the pit of human hatred
that teaches us that
men over women
white people over people of colour
breeders over queers
cis over trans
and funny how all your books
all your gods
all your dogma starts there too
cruel and vindictive
dogs requiring the collars of modernity
no wonder god and dog are the same words
rabid monsters untamed and wild
ripping the throats out of the innocent
or puppies trained to piss outdoors
where we don't have to worry about it
and for what it's worth
I love my dogs more than your gods
they've actually given me love
they were there for me when I bled
they were there for me when I was beaten
they were there for me when I cried
and your gods supplied the blows and cuts
fortified the hands of the men who hurt me
with scripture and pulpit
so, no
I don't believe
no gods or devils here, ma'am
we're all sold out

-o0o-

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Caelum Ardere Colores

the hues are impressive
your god has much to contrive

after such a cataclysm
one might paint the sky with colours too
if only to conceal the carnage he committed
killing children
killing babies
pregnant woman
and this is what you'd have me consider?
seriously?

perhaps
you need prepare a better P.R. event
than some pretty lights
if you're proposing to sell your product

-o0o-
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Monday, March 03, 2014

Waiting for Hope to Strike (Old Lightning Tree)

ah, but our liberty
(for them and me)
is tied to the branches
of the old lightning tree

when your threats came
you tried to shame
but ignored us
and though we did explain

this, our liberty, you see
for them and me
veins and gizzards
to the lightning tree

we are stuck in tar
bound to what we are
and when we roam
we are never far

from boughs and leaves
that shades and feeds
sticky gory tendrils
that meet our daily needs

though axe, you see
might rip us free
we starve to stray
from the lightning tree

so you come joking
warning of a fire choking
of the selfsame flames
that you were stoking

your bibles fanning
plots: years in planning
yet, yours the guilt
something worth damning

our liberty, you see
for them and me
regrows under the ashes
of the lightning tree

and though we're in fetters
at the hands of our betters
we carve in the earth
our initialled letters

L.G.B.T.Q.I.

-o0o-
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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

D'Souza


So this manly man
     with a fake smile
Preaches his plans at me
     over the table at dinner
Damns me to hell,
     which is all very well
     for as you all know quite well
     I'm a horrible sinner

He hands me his thoughts
     his old is'es and his aught'ses
Like a toddler assaulting at my heels
     with his sleeves full of snot
"A real man," he said
     "wants a woman in bed"
     but I bed men instead
     so "a real man" I'm not

"Since, Jesus (Don't you know)"
     "made everything so"
"And planned where stuff must go"
      "(if you know what I mean)"
Making a circle with his left hand
     and right takes his middle finger
     demonstrating sex
     with gestures obscene

But Preacher, I said
     head tilted, eyebrow raised
You hardly assume
     such authority to preach
Given the state of your church
     you actually perch
     at the top of a quagmire
     that your god could not reach

Just think of the wars
     that your sermon employs
Not to mention the kids
     that your priesthood 'enjoys'
And the consequent lives
     that your lifestyle destroys
     and the guilty are sheltered
     in endless convoys

Your pope and your bishops
     belong in a cell
Your child raping priests
     should be hung from a tree
Given the scope of
     your wars and your crimes
     I fail to see how you
     could dare to judge me

And then there is you
     with your wife and also
Another woman who
     wears another man's ring
Your married and yet
     you go out and get
     another man's wife
     a peculiar thing

So I'm honestly vexed
     and a tad bit perplexed
And I weep for the sex
     if a "real man" were you
Sanctimonious smile
     and an unctuous tone
     sounds all a bit smug
     if not downright untrue

So let's not pretend
     I'm all but your friend
And I won't let this end
     with me condemned to hell
You'll have appear
     to make your product more appealing
     given the gruesome veneer
     of the god that you sell

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Thus spoke Satan

I cannot... will not forgive you
My melodious friend, my agile brother
You sharp tongued devil
Indeed, God was your strength

As you abused your power
Forsaking me to the abyss
As we fell from on high
Old Gibreel, you lucky bastard

How beautiful you are
How great it must be to be famous
To languish so beautifully in their applause
So effortlessly

While I ploughed the earth, face-first
With a mouth full of sand
You danced on your way to the ground
And landed, tippy toes, with a song in your heart

-o0o-

This poem was submitted as a part of Poetry Potion's "A Poem a day" challenge. The topic was "The Satanic Verses: the title of Salman Rushdie’s fourth novel." Poetry Potion also requires a person to add additional information or a glossary in a paragraph below each poem if necessary. Here's what I wrote:

The story in the Satanic Verses begins with Gibreel and Saladin falling from an exploded aeroplane, Gibreel having taken on the spirit of the Archangel Gabriel/Jibril and Saladin having taken on the spirit of Satan/Shaitan. Saladin remains jealous and spiteful towards Gibreel throughout the story. Gibreel is treated with respect and Saladin is treated with suspicion. Saladin drives Gibreel to commit suicide eventually among other things. Given that the story is loosely based on the story of Mohammed, it can be understood why this story caused so much outrage in a world in which Mohammed is seen as the perfect prophet.

Gabriel in Hebrew means God is my strength

Monday, August 20, 2012

Queer History

(Written 17 August 2012 - In part an ode to the life and works of Christopher Hitchens.)

You hated us always,
from the beginning till now.
You killed us,
you killed our families,
you drove us from our homes.

Because of your god,
you claim,
all things are permitted.
You are righteous,
blood dripping from your hands.

Of course, then you reformed:
and killing became distasteful,
but you hated us still,
so you stepped back,
a tiny tiny tiny bit.

You changed your tone,
still hateful,
you now needed rhetoric,
to legitimate your hate,
and the apologist stepped up.

When we said that violence,
does not come from a "god of love",
you say,
"Who ever believed it did?"
but your hatred and violence continued.

You stopped killing us,
but you threw us in prison,
you took our rights away,
you took our freedom,
you tortured us brutally.

And again you reformed,
and torture became distasteful,
but you hated us still,
so you stepped back,
a tiny tiny tiny bit.

You changed your tone,
still hateful.
You got into a difficult position,
and how you hated us,
when we started challenging you.

We no longer feared jail,
or prison, or torture.
We could speak our minds,
and you kept us from universities,
and stopped us from getting jobs.

When we said that torture,
does not come from a "god of love",
you say,
"Who ever believed it did?"
but your hatred continued.

And again you reformed,
and exile became distasteful,
but you hated us still,
so you stepped back,
a tiny tiny tiny bit.

You changed your tone,
still hateful,
we now want equal rights,
we didn't ask for them,
we took them.

When we said that human rights,
would not be denied by a "god of love"
you say,
"Who ever believed it did?"
but your hatred continued.

And something strange happened,
you realized,
you couldn't stop us,
not with fear of death,
not with torture or exile.

And again you reformed,
and came at us smiling,
smiling with ingratiating charity.
Opening your doors,
with a cunning lure.

Offering that putrid cup,
that poisoned chalice,
Christian conditional love,
asking for our souls as sacrifice,
in your blood cult.

Your sword hidden far from sight,
your bloody hands pinkwashed,
your churches welcoming,
your ministers eager to,
make us change.

And always ringing,
that ugly stupidity,
"Hate the sin, not the sinner."
Branding our very souls sinful,
by implication.

That we should cut ourselves open,
to be inspected by your superstition,
bringing your pseudoscience,
and scratch at our innards,
so that we resemble you.

-Raw
-Bloody
-Desexualised
-Boring
-Dead

We told you,
wxactly where you could stick it,
and you got so offended,
"The queer agenda!"
you called it.

You screamed at us,
how filthy we were,
how dare we deny you,
didn't we know,
we would be damned?

We said that we didn't believe you.
We wanted nothing to do with you.
Your whole history,
is ankle deep in our blood,
and in our tears.

When we said that hatred,
does not come from a "god of love"
You say,
"Who ever believed it did?"
...Oh really?

You have no right to forget,
the way you behaved,
when you genuinely believed,
when you honestly believed,
when you whole-heartedly believed:

That your god was the sponsor of,
-Your hatred
-Your murder
-Your greed
-And your hubris

Fuck you.

-o0o-

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Imagined

So, you imagined there to be,
some daddy in the sky:
who destined you to live,
who destined me to die.

You imagined me as sick,
and you alone can sell,
the imaginary cure,
that alone would make me well.

You imagined me to hell,
and yourself on heaven's shores.
You soul immaculate,
and mine awash with flaws.

You imagined me as cracked,
and yourself as pure and bold.
You imagined me in debt,
while your pockets filled with gold.

You seem surprised by me;
that I should show disdain.
What nerve I have! The cheek!
How dare I now complain?

But tell the truth, you fool.
If you were me, and I you;
and I claimed such stupid, hateful things,
you'd be somewhat pissed off too.

-o0o-
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Ruba'i for Khayyam

In honour of Omar Khayyam (1048-1131)

At once I heard that god had come again,
petitioning the hearts of all his men,
to be as abject slaves to every law,
that could never hold water now nor then.

I saw Omar then standing at the gate;
a smile on his face and food on his plate.
I asked of the sage whether he was scared,
for god had come again to forge our fate.

"My boy," he said reclining on the floor,
"this god is somewhat lacking in encore."
"How could he ever hope to come again,"
"if that old god was never here before?"

"And say to those fools, who come in his name,"
"to show us a sign that bolsters their claim."
"Since I am not impressed by man-made wars;"
"both their crimes and feats, I view them the same."

-o0o-

In the style of Omar Khayyam:

Look not above, there is no answer there;
Pray not, for no one listens to your prayer;
Near is as near to God as any Far,
And Here is just the same deceit as There." (#78)

"And do you think that unto such as you;
A maggot-minded, starved, fanatic crew:
God gave a secret, and denied it me?--
Well, well, what matters it? Believe that, too!" (#85)

"Did God set grapes a-growing, do you think,
And at the same time make it sin to drink?
Give thanks to Him who foreordained it thus--
Surely He loves to hear the glasses clink!" (#91)

as translated from the Persian by Richard Le Gallienne.

Thursday, August 02, 2012

Got ist Tot

You can’t foresee the day at all
The day on which God dies
I looked up, prayed and all I saw
Were vacant starry skies

I missed Him then as if He’d gone
But find Him now distasteful
His priests, his imam’s, rabbi’s, all,
They make His face disgraceful

Now God no longer haunts my mind
Impeding every action
No superstition, no remorse
No credulous distraction

I only give my mind to that
Which feeds my intellect
And I approach no priesthood
With undeserved respect

-o0o-

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Old Walking Stick

I have an old walking stick
A crutch of sorts
Something that I've leaned on
Perhaps everyone has one

It is my weapon against my enemy
With its deftly concealed blade
Whereupon I have pledged to stab it
Into his heart

But the stick is old
It is made by my enemy
And his contemporaries
Crafted with hatred

It is familiar to his touch
Not mine
It is an instrument of his will
Not mine

It is phallic and long
The penetrator
Male in all aspects
Made for domination

I must forsake this thing
This instrument of manhood
This instrument of whiteness
This instrument of power

I must forsake my own power
And take up the arms of those that suffer
To become as they were
Once weak, now strong

I must craft new weapons
With the new knowledge I have
Stand on my own two feet
And raise my voice

Among those that have been raped
Those that have been beaten
Those that have been trampled
By my enemy and his kind

Those that tower over us
Will crumble under their own weight
When we refuse to be their crutches
And we come into our own

We will rise anew
Creations of hope
Strong and again proud
Without shame

[Note for later, perhaps a rewrite. A note on the abandon of whiteness and maleness as a source of power. The use of my place as homosexual as a starting point of embrasing otherness.]

-o0o-

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Bigot

You can't fix me
     When I'm everything that's right about you
You can't kick me out,
     When doing so means your own ejection
You can't call me wrong
     When I'm everything you do
You can't rub me out
     When I'm your very reflection
You will kick me when I'm down
     And I'll carry on as always
And you'll spit on my grave
     In the name of your false idolatry
But I'm there on your floors
     On your roofs, in your hallways
I'm no good anymore
     As the ballast for your bigotry

-o0o-

Saturday, March 17, 2012

To B with Love

When you cried, I shared your tears
You wet my shoulder through the years
I watched you cut through guys like hair
As often as you changed underwear

I stood by you when you fell down
You'd drink to make your sorrows drown
I did these things because I knew
That you loved me like I loved you

You'd snatch guys up and spit them out
And watch them beg, you'd smile and pout
And string them down the road like sheep
Like some psychotic Lil' Bo Peep

And you got high on Jesus gas
And stuck the Bible up your ass
And then let on that you were pure
That none could tarnish your allure

You got high on that mighty horse
And preached a storm with no recourse
How gays and fags and dikes and queers
Deserved to die in blood and tears

And after all they might as well
Since they are predestined for hell
So we should stone them, this you know
For the Bible tells you so

So to a bitch from this old runt
I loved you once, you stupid cunt
And though you think you've gotten far
We all know who you really are

So bring your stones, make sure they land
and then look to your bloodstained hand
See how you became so much more
A killer as well as a whore

-o0o-
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Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Path

I have chosen my path
And I walk it with certainty
I know my enemy
I can even call him by his name
I did not come here accidentally
I did not come here because I was told to do so
I am here because I should be here
Just because I am on a different path than you
Does not mean that I am lost

Quote from H Jackson Brown Jr. (1991) "People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they’re not on your road doesn’t mean they’ve gotten lost."

-o0o-

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Gold


So many tales by human kind endeavour to be told
But never has there been a story quite like that of gold

It walks with every government with pope and president
Each church of every god has given it their commitment

A story of each human child that bought and lent and sold
And every war that ever waged came from the metal cold

It buys the soul of every being that owes its daily rent
An everlasting debt to all the gold the world has spent

-o0o-


Meredith the Witch

This is a shitty poem and needs a rewrite.

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The little old Witch with her crooked old nose,
And her wand and her besom and hat,
Had a little old cottage at the end of the forest,
With an Owl and a Fox and a Cat.
Said the Owl to the Cat, "She'd a horrid old Hag."
"She loves casting her spells in the night."
Said the Fox to the Cat, "She's a wonderful Witch,"
"Who can fly through the air, going here, going there, and causing a wonderful fright."

Said the Owl to the Cat, "She's a murderous Bitch,"
"Who killed the carpenter's daughter."
"For the girl loved a man that Witch loved as well,"
"So she captured the girl and killed her."
Said the Fox to the Owl, "Don't be so naive."
"The girl had it in for the Hag."
"She'd run to the town screaming, 'Wicked old Witch!' "
"When she'd found her own lover, beneath Meredith's covers. So She stuffed the girl in a bag."

Said the Owl to them both, "Make haste! Make haste!"
"The Townsfolk are coming here."
"They bring with them a rope for Meredith."
"For killing the girl they held dear."
The Owl and the Fox and the Cat turned to run,
As Meredith popped into view.
She lit up a fire beneath her old pot.
She called on her powers, her hands full of flowers and she cast all of it in the stew.

She said, "Hear me now. You children of men."
"Why have you come to this place I call home."
Said the mayor to her, "Come face us, Witch."
"We bring candle, and bell and a tome."
Said she to the Folk, "Is this magic I see?"
"That you bring to the wood and the field?"
"Fire with fire makes only more fire."
"I would ask you the same, go the way that you came, put your weapons away and yield."

Said the Folk out loud, "Kill the Witch! Kill the Witch!"
"Hang her on the strongest tree."
"Put her evil bones in a shallow ditch."
"Unmarked where none may see."
Said the witch to the folk, "I had hoped you might leave."
And she said in a moan and a sigh.
"I have warned you twice, and never again."
"My forces draw near, I tell you to hear. Go now as your end draws nigh."

But they did not move and Witch just smiled
As she lifted her hands up high,
As the lightning struck and her cauldron popped,
As she flew up into the sky,
As the lightning arched and the spell was cast,
As the mist settled all around,
As the bones of the angry people,
Were scattered all over the ground.



-o0o-

Saturday, December 31, 2011

The Self-God


I am the self-god carved from bone
Risen from the deprived depths
Where I once lay neglected
By the impotent church
Who couldn't achieve a bone
Never mind be made of the stuff

I am the self-god, conceived of truth
speaking out against the liar church
the ones who come with empty pockets
and leave with pockets stuffed with blood
and sometimes cash
I am not so easily shaken

I am the self-god, the skeptical one
Who even doubts himself
If I call you into question
Then I should call myself into question too
But I've stood strong against you
And your stones are overturned

I am the self-god, disciple of science
One who revels in truth
I care not for your creation
Because it is as thin as the pages
Of the lies you read in your book
But I have many books

I am the self-god, born from knowledge
And I have read and measured and seen
And my heaven is filled with truth
And my heaven is filled with science
And the demons crawl on the face of the church
screaming, "Mene Mene Tekel Uparsin"

I am the self-god, agnostic and atheist (sometimes)
I only believe in myself
Because you have offered little proof
When the children starve you have faith
While I question the need of you
Sitting on your golden thrones

I am the self-god, born of blood
Shed by your blade
Left rotting in the fields
Didn't you know that
If you leave blood for long enough
It will stand up and demand voting rights

I am the self-god, found in flesh
Proud of the deepest urge that you neglect
That you pile under your bullshit
Calling it "ethic"
Didn't you know your mom and dad fucked
To make you?

-o0o-

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

The Problem with a Christian God

I do not know of what you speak
when you say of this you know
of God almighty high above
or horned devil down below
I sang the songs, I read the book
like every Christian person
and yet I see no proof of God
no love, no rhyme, no reason

for in the streets the children starve
and inside the children cry
what God of love could ever so
allow just one child to die
and there are sick and manifold
and still mercy passes by
abundant as the years grow old
we simply endure to die

and still you claim beneficence
when our suffering is high
human misery is our truth
that never once passes by
and bred into the human bone
such pain, misery and woe
that our lack of your salvation
is all worship that we know

and still the church vehemently
defends its little hold
to cast the poor from bed and heath
to go battle out the cold
through war and hate and corruption
a grim history of greed
two thousand years and still the same
these old stories that they read

so if God be God only if
this God can and will comply
yet human suffering endures
so this does not satisfy
for if God is willing but cannot
then he must be impotent
if God can act but does not care
then he is malevolent

if God cannot nor does not care
then why call him our own Lord
then why salute his heralds here
and to die beneath their sword
if this is God then let him speak
and come stand accountable
for if he is the God they claim
then he is responsible

and if their God does not answer
then they must take his old place
to answer for the wounds they caused
to our sex and class and race
the church cannot expect to stand
with both feet in our deep graves
and preach a gospel sweet and pure
of our God above who saves

the church cannot expect to thrive
while robbing the beggars blind
and preaching that it only has
our very interests in mind
the church cannot expect our souls
and strip us down to the core
the church cannot take all of us
and still demand even more

remember when they caught the witch
in old past forgotten times
and burned her on a fire of lies
for these imaginary crimes
remember when they came to save
darkest Africa from sin
and said that they should thank Europe
when they then came barging in

remember when they said to men
who dared sleep with other men
that God comes with his gnashing teeth
to consume and to torture them
so damn the world that disagrees
for failing blind compliance
and coddle all the naive brats
through their own pseudoscience

if God above there ever was
that holds any truth for me
the Christian god is not the one
for he simply cannot be
and if he is; his church alone
makes for his sole discredit
if they should hate, then why believe
in them that says he let it


I do not know of what you speak
when you say of this you know
of God almighty high above
or horned devil down below
But if per chance you have some proof
by all means come and share it
For proof of burden lies on those
Who claim and never dare it

-o0o-

In this poem I would like to thank the philosophical work of Sam Harris