Unfriend

Today I removed him
     Took him off social media
     I've taken him off my phone
I knew that if I didn't do this
     I'd start to hate him
     And honestly I deserve better than that
I've had the last of being hurt
     I've had the absolute last of blaming myself
     I'm done with hating myself
          Merely to stop myself from hating him
I'm done
     I'd rather have a hole in my life
     Than that toxic bitterness inside me
     That eats at me from within
     Every day
     Every time I see his face
Longing for a man that never loved me
     Crying for a man that never cried for me
I'm done
     It's over
          I'm through
It's not his fault
     It's mine

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