it's worse when I'm sick
the memories set in quick
lock my bones, click/click
reminds me of him
him who broke me
down
into small pieces
when the fever sets in
and his hands become
here and now
instead of then and there
a horrid pair
touching my flesh
ripping my skin
crushing bone
as I beg the phantom to leave me alone
and he takes that smarmy tone
it's worst when I'm sick
and it happens again
the same play
on repeat the same way
years after it happened
and my fevered mind
bringing it back
hit rewind
PTSD unkind
with teeth gritting
staring at the wall
white-ing out my mind
reminding me
he's not here at all
-o0o-
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